Since touching down at KL, I have been pretty stressed out with so many pending obligations delegated by my dad and mom. As my dad's in Shanghai, there wasn't anyone to share out the burden of having to manage certain aspect of the household.
I guess my dad's relinquishing his duties to me, making me in-charged of bill payments, our new home's renovation inspection, chauffeuring my mom, marketing, grocery shopping, car servicing, etc etc
Managing my time to acquire a balance in fulfilling my duties and fulfilling my spirit with youth was rather challenging.
The following week came and University started. I was amazed by how time flew past and how hollow I felt, not having the chance to have much "fun" before a new set of duties are ready to be laden me.
The first week of uni was rather interesting, being able to meet a few nice mates. The atmosphere there was really youthful which loosened my soul to the life of real youth.
This morning, mom and I had the inspiration of going back to the church that we previously visited before leaving for Shanghai. Today's service made me really emotional. Almost every point made by the speaker was felt applicable on me, and many of my pleads and thoughts were answered.
Also in the service, I was able to meet even more mates, which did really revive the youth in me. I'm starting to feel that I'm being able to re-acquire the balance in my life; bringing out a brand new me. I feel rejuvenated......